I'm a Dream Chaser!!!

WOOOHOO..it's been 5 months gue gak buka ini blog.. kinda miss my blog so bad :'(
well forget it..ROFL

day..by day,, month by month,,year by year..
Now i'm 21 years old!! can u imagine??????
and i still feel like i'm a 17th years old...wwow..

well..oneday there's a guy asked me like this "Sendy now u getting old ..day by day..u will getting closer with the day u will die " (agak serem ya cint..) "have u ever think,,APA tujuan hidp lo???? bcos one day your beautiful face will geting old too.. your body will getting weak.. your money will run out.. and if we die,,our body will eaten by a worm,so dark,cant breathe.. the one who can help u just only your self.. your good works when u still live.. "
I cant asnwer his question..i quiet and think bout it so bad..
I DUNNO MY OWN LIFE DESTINANTION.. poor me ..

Sometime i remember when i was in high school..
my biggest problem just when i have to face an exam..specialy chemical,,damn!i hate it! -_-
But now,, when i have to face the real world,,i rather to do my exam than to face this world.. Oh God i'm so weak :(

It make me remember with that tricky question "What is my life destination?"
CMOON i wont spend my life time just for think but it!! hahahahah >:o
I wanna come to that guy and answer his question..

"I know life is so damn fast.. yesterday i'm still 9 years old with a Barbie on my left hand..  today i'm a fabulous gilr with a cool boyfriend beside me.. and tommorow if i older and older and older.. i can be a luckiest woman in this world with my lil family and i get what i want.. i drive my car, accompany my son go to school and no more sorrow... I knew if i die a worm will eat my body..but i never mind.. Life is just a proces right??? as long as i have a good attitude , inside and outside I wont affrain when worm eat my body. Iwill go to heaven and leave my body"

finnaly i found my Life destiny..
THERE'S A LOT OF THINGS THAT I WANNA DO IN MY LIFE ^_^
dont be affraid to face this world alone bcons u never alone :)
tujuan hidup gue??
hmm..OK gue gak mau hidup gue flat and hitam putih,,
dari dulu gw selalu punya hidup yg berwarna,,gak itu seneng or sedih.. ;)
All i wanna do, i wan to coloring my own life sama mimpi2 yg AKAN ter realissasi secepatnya..
Karena gw punya keyakinan itu,, Gw gak takut ;)
tujuan hidup gue...

BAHAGIA ^_^



mrs.QueenDee